Sunday, February 8, 2015

Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day is finally almost here next Saturday! I was hoping this year would be a little better but I'm actually not a fan of the holiday because the couples at my school get all lovey dovey and then there's me who's still single aha *me in pain*. I don't know why but I've never actually liked Valentine's Day because it makes me feel awkward and alone when everyone else is in a relationship but me. I'm probably over exaggerating but I'm a huge humbug with Valentine's Day. There's this boy I've liked for years now and I want to say something to him but whenever he comes up to me I get so nervous and start shaking and the words get caught up in my throat. He's tried asking me out but I'm so nervous to talk to him and it's like I don't even remember his name. 

He's done so much for me like switching lunches, walked in the rain, rode my bus and yet I still get nervous. People say I should talking to him but how do you do that when you're wicked nervous and everything just goes downhill from there? I wish I could be witty or something and less nervous around him but that doesn't happen. He makes me really happy and excited for things but I can hardly muster a simple hello or how are you doing his name here. I hope everyone's Valentine's Day is better despite my not liking the holiday and that whether you're in a relationship or not that everything goes smoothly :)

1 comment:

  1. I know how you feel
    I like a boy too
    But he's never tried asking me out
    Your boy sounds so sweet
    He likes you
    Try relax and treat him like any other friend
    But you do know... that you don't have to have a date or boyfriend to have fun
    We are all still young

    AverageTeenGirl xxx

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